the point is...
your body isn't one life form, the only reason it exists and is living.. apart from history, is all of the mico organisms that make it up, and smaller life forms. and the larger that define or create the world.
when a plant 'dies', much life is consequently created.
this argument doesn't apply to animals, because we can relate to them with some emotional capacity of their suffering. hence the insects and ... energy created is not ever weighed in comparison to an animals life, as it is considerrd a whole being.
where as a plant... can be cut and... grafted... and grown from a stalk trimmed off into another whole specimen... pando the quaking aspen is said to be the largest life form on earth, it is a mass of aspen trees all interconnected via roots maybe stemming from one source.
thus... we cannot relate and so.. instead of your 'fruitiarian' query being even comprehensible.. it is .. unfortunately left as a philosophical dilemma or even an attitude or mental uncertainty.. (if you can't be bothered formulating it into something which can be scientifically investigated or resolved)
hence.. you need to find your own personal answer as it is your emotions which feel the particular.. unfathomable way they do to you.
incoherent.. maybe to someone not thinking about it the same way as me.. hence.. people.. think different ways.. sorry i can't write the answer you want.
if I was to do that... i'd either be lying or saying things I know nothing about.. lots of people can do that... I prefer to think about it.
may aswell just synthesis your own solution.
so no, I don't avoid eating something for some ideological allusive reason.. unless it is just 'I like this' ... 'I don't like that', for me that can be reason enough.. but i'm not going to ask someone.. "Why don't I like cooked tomatoes, what should I do?".. because... as I thought might be helpful to point out... there is nothing wrong with finding your own comfort zone, I do this by contemplating abstract concepts in relation to something.. you might do it differently.. but that is all I have to share. I thought a different response, might be equally as useful than having someone prescribe you what you are looking to hear. I have no idea what that might be, I just eat because I 'Have to'. ~ - ~
Again, I believe you mean well. I appreciate that you're trying a different tactic.
My question was supposed to be read as "Are you a fruitarian? If so, could you give me some advice?" I apologize if it was somehow misleading, I don't think it is, but so far no one has read it that way, so I must be the problem.
But I don't see how you telling me I need to make my own decision, my own journey or whatever even comes close to answering this question.
And it sounds like you even established that you couldn't help me, but have so far given me three long winded answers...