Hi there my name is Tegan.
Iv had a lot of changes happening in my life. Over the past 4 or so weeks.
Iv currently been going through a spiritual awakenthing I have a book called.
Kundalini and the chakras
A practical manual
Evolution in the lifetime
A friend gave it to when once she started seeing signs. She's someone Iv watched suffer in the past with whatever it is she's going through I don't think she handles what ever it is. We are both virgos so we do understand eachother.
Iv started noticing a lot of lucid things energys and possibly some little powers theses powers are effected by my moods.
Iv been wondering if I am an indigo child. Iv written a few stories about what's been happening in my life over the past few weeks.
I would like to learn how to control my emotions so things don't happen. I don't know how to meditate or to control my sometimes loud mind I do however feel that I have gain some clarity after all my reaseach and I'm a little more at peace with what is happening.
Iv said a few things to people who don't believe and now Iv got everyone worried about me Iv had the call the Alfred and trying to speek the wrong help for me. I try to tell them to stop it's not what I need but they continue and it stress me out. I would like them to leave me alone now.
My mother went through hers 7 years ago and after reading this book and doing my own research I know more about it than she does. She looks backwards at the past she does nothing but stress and worry and live with her little powers and her visions and she stresses me out.
I would like to be pointed in the right direction to speak with people who believe and also maybe have these things as well. I'm sick of people worrying about me. It makes me feel like I'm going backwards, they stress me out and all I want to do is move forward in my life.
Iv done nothing but stare at my phone for weeks now. Some kind of human connection with someone who understands would do me the world of good and make me feel better about what is happening to me.
Everything thing Iv read about indigo children has been my entire exsistance. A year ago I did some very light research about them and wondered a little bit if I was one but that moved on.
These past two days Iv done a lot of reading and that's what I feel I am. For the first time in my life I feel very big and strong and very happy but I do fall in to sadness. And now that Iv opened my big fat mouth people think I'm crazy unmade that mistake.
During my awakening all my walls have fallen down so my focus can be a little off at times. I have a lot of work to do rebuild those walls again.
I don't even know if you can help me with this.
Thank you for reading I hope to hear from you soon.
