Congrats on taking the red pill!

No, it's not nice to understand what's going on. Every time you eat now, you'll remember or think differently about what your eating. It is not the status quo of the TV ads etc. anymore.
It's hard to watch videos (it's supposed to be) and I've seen enough not to have to watch them all. If you can sit and watch them without reacting then you've a problem.
One person can not stop animal cruelty but you don't have to support it. Sometimes the best thing to do, is not do something.