Em
I am so so soooo sorry for the loss! he loss of any animal is always sad, but the ones that we live with and hold as part of the family, is somethng so raw and painful.
My beutiful cat Misty had a stroke at 17 and we had to euthaise her, so i know the sadness you feel, as all do.. and im just sorry that you didnt get to say goodbye in person. I know how that feels.
Are you a spiritual person? I know a lot of people laugh at the idea, but i personally belive that all animals have a soul and i had a medium do a reading for me once for Misty and her reading was very accurate and so amazing and it gave me so much peace knowing Misty was still there with me and was happy and at peace
If you ever want to talk or need help getting through the grief.. just ask
xoxo
Caz