Well done Christine. I've been vegetarian since last september and vegan since around Jan/Feb.
If you are finding it difficult, this is what you should do:
Phase out meat gradually. Stop eating one type of animal for a couple of weeks, then another, then another.
This was my plan, however, I kinda figured that all animals have just as much right to live as one another, so i ended up just giving up cold turkey.
I actually found it very easy! Mark your meat free days on a calendar, so you can see how far you have come!
Get a support crew. Fortunately, my fam and man were awesome and super supportive, and i know that many people do not have that luxury. Luckily though you have come to the right place!!! The people on here are awesome, and they are here because they care for animals and they want to make a positive change in the world. I can honestly say that various members on here have given me so much advice, support and encouragement, that was so helpful.
Lastly, if you feel yourself slipping up, you need to get online and check out some of the videos. If you can't watch what happens to these poor creatures then you sure don't deserve to eat meat.
Watching videos on here is what made me choose a vegan lifestyle.
At this stage, i know i am not a perfect 'vegan', but i know that i am making a difference.
Know that you can make a massive difference to a being, by just a simple choice
Hope this helps and didn't bore you to death