My best friend went to kiss me because i said that i like twilight, ONE TIME. As a joke, but she didnt know it was a joke :p
did this make sense to ANYONE? please... tell me what this means..
if I like twilight are boys going to try and kiss me what?
I like gloaming light and thus I guess twilight, but the movie is eh...
Anyway I will respond with my random facts..
only ... well of a year ago... only 4 people ever asked for my number... 3 were gay guys and 1 was a lovely lesbian girl...
then there was a couple of straight girls but I managed to scare them away! YAY! hahaha
but yeah... i'm not into guys :< I think girls are too cute...
i'd be an ok lesbian ... but ive always just been friends with girls... i'm not into the sexual orientation of society at large ....
I just want to cuddle someone cute.... so I can feel it.
lesbians I always found more appealing for this idea... because I had it in my mind that then I wouldn't have to worry about getting out of awkward situations and they wouldn't expect anything else...
this ... apparently... was a great folly of a thought ... and in contrary... because 'lesbians' are associating themselves (im talking generally here not personal)... to a sexual type cast.. their minds are more keyed into how they must be in that way and that sense is always in mind in focus and the point of view of events are almost orbiting that thing put in the centre...
this is why I always said I am not orientated by sex just nor do I orbit around it within my life...
or something like that.. lol i;m sleepies...
any whoo.. so basically to assume sexual motions aren't going to be engaged just because I am a boy and lesbians apparently only like girls.. is sadly (for me) not the case... haha I need to think of another way to find a cuddle..
thus far I can't get past the promise of awkwardness ensuing, so I manage evade any situation so that doesn't even have a chance to happen.
*le sigh.
and I can't talk about it... like "I just want to find someone to hold".. because... NOONE takes me seriously they play it like it is some lead in line to exactly the opposite relevance than myself...
I need to figure out some sort of ... persona... that emanates everything I shouldn't have to say... alas ... I like to depict the truth as much as possible. effort is waste in that regard..
anyway!! have fun being gay and together!! you ... curious queer people ^___^
haha... if that is insulting.. then I don't know what i'm saying