I have a moral dilemma. I have to do an insect collection for university, and it requires that I kill and pin 45 insects from 15 different orders.
So far, I have a cockroach that I found half dead behind the bin in my kitchen. I waited until he died and now he is sitting next to me on my desk. I already feel awful and I haven't even stuck a needle through him and set his wings etc
HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO THIS? The course coordinator does not allow exceptions for this assessment anymore, regardless of religious or personal beliefs. I will fail if I don't do this.
Can anyone possibly make me feel better about this? I feel like I'm going to cry myself to sleep at night for murdering these poor insects. I know they die everywhere but it's different when I'm intentionally doing it...
What would you guys do in this situation?